p.

3.

have said so often how much you want a place
of your own. If you are going to pay me the
compliment of saying that you like no place
without me, & you mean what you say, there
is not much point in changing, just to become
fed up with another place. Noss Mayo does look on
the p.c. such a perfect little place & I think, darling,
that you ought to make the effort to organise your
life & refuse to allow the place & its people to
get on your nerves. I hope this does not sound
too smug to you - but you cannot deny that it
is good advice! You should be able to do some
work there, & then you like reading. I love your
letters & there is Maxie. And there surely will
be some people you like, or does everybody get on
your nerves eventually, same as they do with me.
What is it, I wonder? I think perhaps I am
developing more & ever more of a superiority
complex. You know I wrote to you a few
weeks ago, & told you how fit & well I was, more so
than for years. It was, just at the time, after
a dose of P.T. perhaps - but I'm afraid its not
really true - & I seem to have felt bloody ever
since, until a few days ago, & now I feel fine
again. I think and think, my darling and is that
neither you nor I are well suited to a celibate
life- though I seemed to manage alright before
I met you. Our passion & our love life has