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any thing more for me that will lay you liable to
trouble here after no matter how much you would
benefit me by so doing, for I am aware that you
have already sacrificed your own happiness too often
for me & that I have ill-returned your own kindness &
if by returning the amount of money received from Esq
J. since I left home. I can relieve you of any care &
anxiety, I will gladly do so, & draw no more from him
until I can do so without involving any one in trou-
ble, but you may rest assured that at time of
settlement between Esq Jewett & myself I will not
draw you into any trouble whatever. If he cannot
send me money or grant me favors of any kind without
troubling you, he need not do it at all as I shall not
probably be always dependent on him. When I last wrote
for money I wrote him how much I wanted & for
what purpose I wanted it & if he did not see fit
to send it of his own free will why in the world did
he not refuse me at once & not trouble you about
it. I will give him no occasion to do so again & had
I known sooner that he obliged you to sign in writing
expressing your willingness to have him send me money
I should have sent but once. I think I have already
written enough on this subject to satisfy you that
I did not intend to make you any trouble therefore
I will write no more until I hear from you again.

I was in hopes to have received by last mail a few
lines from Charles & Harriet; but when I heard you were
so unwell, found that their time would be taken up