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that I must not do that same & then you
will feel better sooner. I have not really
wanted to do this & feel like this, but i
do not seem to be able to help myself.
I think it is that you feel helpless - as i
did on Sunday - & that has just forced me
to feel that I must stand up to it. You
must forgive me if you haven't understood
but I think you will have, darling.
I have talked to Rex quite a lot,
about Lisa, & his wife & you - & things
generally. He is a very nice & kind person
to have to talk to. Marjorie had told him
all about her talk with you. He thinks
you are a very very wonderful person (you
know the way he would say this) - & very
brave, & very pretty, & I am very fortunate.
Since finishing the first instalment of
this letter, the weather has changed
comletely. The big storm eventually blew