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this points out to me forcibly the unsettled state
of the mind of man for considering all things I have no
reason of complaint - since my last I have got a small
room to myself which makes me much more com
fortable than before - I have many mercies some that
serve and more than I am thankful for G my father
is more humble thankful obedient & loving heart and
with what ardour I and others can follow temporal
things and I see how slowly and indifferently
we perform the Lords work this grieves mebut not as
much as it ought Pray for me that I may be on
the Lords side all the days of my life and not like
"Uzziah who sought the Lord and rant ??
even as long Zerahiah was with him
Lord" - I would rather that the Lord ?
than that I be bound sinning again
a disgrace upon his holy name -
found valiant havin a Zeal with knowling
the pleasure of seeing the Bishop of St Davids He
recieved me kindly enquire much about the
Mr Marsden etc he enquired the time
intended to to reside on this part of the world and advised me to strive to procure a title in this place
and get ordained here - At present I am uncertain
I shall do and indeed at the end of two or three years
it will be time enough finally to close - I am anxious
to get to the Colony as soon as possible, which is natural
at the same time I feel anxious to get