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I how that bell pierce my heart o my Son, oh how
did I prove as a broken reed unto the, how did I
Neglect they necessity. O that I had Stayed at home,
little did I think that was thy Last Sabbath, I [?]
Shall for give my Self, my Dear Son look at me and
Said Mother I would not go to church to day I said
why not, he Said it is windy, and the dust blows,
I went to my Sorrow. if I known that this was
the Last Sabbath I would not gone for the world I
have Shead rivers of tears for this. and other
Neglect, Oh could I not watch with thee one hour
Oh that I had recieved thy last blessing, instead of which,
conscious offence, deserved rebuke, painful conjuntion,
Mring my heart:
father. O my father am I not Still thy child: Still
thy adopted O have not I am advocate with thee jesus
christ. the righteous, whom thou hearest always