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be dead long ago or insane.
I have always been
unhappy knowing Mama
was, from a little girl,
and that my Father was
different from all other
men. He says he is glad
he is. Mama says she
would have died if it
hadn't been for me and
it almost kills her
to see me work out
so. If I had a position
or somewhere to take
Mama, I would take
her away.

We have looked at
real estate until we
are weary and it isn't
what it is represented
to be or they don't
want this ranch or
it has a big mortgage
or something.