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imagine it - "sending for her."

As I said, darling heart, I am missing you very much. And I have been feeling very unhappy these few days, thinking about how happy we should be. The baby should have been nearly eight months old by now. And looking at my photographs of Lisa, & remembering her, make it still quite impossible to understand. I am sure you must feel [?} & previously as I do, when I think about these things, & of course, Lisa especially, a feeling of complete engulfing helplessness & hopelessness - & there is no explanation & no way out, except to stop thinking. Thank God darling, that we do mean so much to each other. It is this very thing which makes our unhappiness worse - & also makes it possible to bear.

She was the sweetest little darling & I pray that you will have a baby & that it will be akin to Lisa.

I will write tomorrow,

All my love to you, sweet darling.
Harry X.