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will see a specialist very soon & that he will set our minds at rest. It is awful to have these dreadful worries & thoughts on top of the agony of missing Lisa - & be separated from you as well. I just hate to have any spare time nowadays - & when I go out with these fellows here- I enjoy myself & laugh & joke for 1/2 hour or an hour - & then something always happens to remind me again.

It is [passing?] with rain this afternoon & the weather is very mild. If only we could have had this sort of weather