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justifies my being anxious
and it has alarmed me
because all of them rest
on me for a decision as
how to act, I have not been
satisfied for a long time
with the inaction of all.
I felt before I left that
she should have a comp-
lete change, by going to
a warm climate if only
to San Jose at the Vendome
Hotel where she could sit
out on the verandah all
day have a change of scene
and food. She wrote me
the Dr. said she did not look
well nourished, servants
lack the intuition necessary
to see what is needed and to bring
often some little surprise I
am loaded down with anxiety