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July (see also Aug 15 notes)

10:00 AM Let's list all the wierd stuff. Awkward times with Bill

Jul 11 Spent with Steve Segal

Jul 12 cloudy - go running. Experience Bills lact of tact.

Jul 16 talk about "love" with Bob at Julias - so devalued.

Jul 18 Lance + Sunday. Bill sleepy after going to Sparks. Sleepy sex.

Jul 19 gym, Rain City Grill, move and I feel uninspired but he wanted good sex.

Jul 20 undecisive Sunday on ferry, V. Park, Tugs and then find out Bob went backpacking to Lake Blanca. I felt my weekend didn't measure up. Unfulfilled + unsatisfied.

Jul 21 "No on 10" fundraiser. Dinner with everyone smoking...Saw Dan D. walking to gym downtown, but he didn't call.

Jul 23 talk with Bob ~ accounting. End up wishing bad karma on me and hanging up on me.

Jul 24 Bill says he's not going on cruise. Feel like I have no friends with jobs + cars + bodies after 4 years.

Jul 26 Aliens with Bill. Gay Trivia Pursuit. Bill's memory is intimidating. Sees short stocky blond come into R Place briefly.

Jul 27 Hard time finding Dorothy Lake. Sunny in Seattle, but cloudy at lake. Bill doesn't like W. Huston or P. Kline so we have to listen to Bronsky.

Jul 28 Bob tells how wonderful Chevy was so I feel unfilfilled.

Jul 29 "Sound Mind + Body" gym

Jul 30 Traffic gym on way to a lke

Jul 31 Awkward not talking to Rick Ulrich at Madison Beach but I went back + corrected that faux pas.

See "key" a few pages ahead. If I had more people I fit in with and a special friend, these woes would never have occured.