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And think about this summer. It was not very good after July 1.

Awkward relationship with Bill

Expo

Sunny weather + nobody to love.

Feeling too big a fish for this pond.

Envious of Bob's friendships

Hating V. Park + Madison Beach.

Coding keyboard handler.

Crummy weekend weather.

See details Tues Oct 14.

But I always liked getting off the hill. I really, really need to move off the hill, but buying a house won't change much. I want to live someplace I love. This environment has been OK for a while (4 years) but I don't feel close to anyone. And it's been successful, but I want less introversion.

12:00 Drive to Medina. Saw nice $720K house! Sat by park in car. Very rainy. Thought about Bob + my relationship. I don't feel guilt. But I haven't had a solid relationship for quite awhile. Think about that later

1:00 Go home for lunch. By myself.

2:00 Suntanning at Body Nautilus. Shower. No hot tub.

3:00 Return Bob's phone call. Read about Ken Olsen. Virtuous. Good Sunday reading. Lots of misc. Take computer to Bobs. Lots of misc. Dinner by myself.

8:30 To bed