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That's a very bad habit...

1) It makes you go to stall to get hard on before getting into shower.

2) But I'm self conscious so it immediately goes away and my dick can get real small and looks badly disproportionate given my overall size.

3) I usually want to do my hair too so just take shower at home.

4) And it's not a good reputation to be a cruiser. If I can't get relationship going outside shower, forget it...

5) Hot tub is bad for your muscles and gets rid of pump, ie the water which should be in muscle.

6) And if I am excited sexually then I'll end up disappointed probably.

So the gym is a good place to see who has what in the gym, not in the wet area. If and when I see them someplace social, I could talk to those I especially like. Just have patience and gather info...

7:30 Go to eat at Metro. Gas pains again. It really bothers me that I'm not fitting in here better. I haven't been impressed with the people I meet, enough to see em again:

David Mazer, Jewish student 36 yrs old.

John Rundin, Brad look alike but classics?

August Marth, salesman...condo for $45k? Is he overweight. Sure looks it..

David Dodson, aspiring to Stanford, bartender, wants BMW 325...

Dana in hot tub...artist/upholsterer.

Bob Murphy...too short for me.

Max Plait black guy at Mid Sun

Of course I realize that I'm not perfect either, being very unsocial, not broad, short dick, receding hairline, etc, but I expect more of SF.