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Sun Nov 23 '86

Very rainy + bleak all day.

10:15 Start to plan year-end tax actions. Throw out old estates + gift planning publications -- Good I didn't waste time learning that.

12:00 Think about Bob:

Guilt over how well I treated him. Some excuse due to drug period. And we didn't date much from Sept 82-May '83 due to Brad + stocks. And he was a student + wild. Not really fathomable by me. And then we were good for each other for May-August but then we started to have problems even though there were good times. And in 1984 we cooled off and ended up friends in June '84. (2 yrs)

The next two years were friendly and we helped each other a lot and I feel a little guilt for that! Good times + Pers Acct + his partnership problems and seeing me thru win '86. We were good for each other. (2 yrs)

But I feel that maybe I should continue to help him, but should I? We haven't been too close since July and I've been looking to California and he has Eric now, and new practice. I feel like he made it much more interesting for me to be here those 4 years, during which I attained much wealth. Should I shared it with him? I wrote up list of questions and decided against it because I haven't even gotten any benefit from the bulk of that wealth and it's not even liquid for another yr. And other potential problems are Eric, coke, Andy's suit, distastefulness, ongoing nature-starting or not...

And he wouldn't use a [cut off] so much. Doesn't need Pers Acct now. Never uses report (never gets one!) and hasn't done budgets since May.

1:00 Make + eat lunch

2:00 Finish writing up the above.

3:30 Go to gym, tan + work out

6:00 Go home. Shower. Make + eat dinner.