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And Ray + Steve. Didn't talk to 'em. Lots of leather + yesteryears drag queens. Peter Jackson wearing same washed out pastel shirt + earing.

And ran into Bob Carroll. He looks so much like Bobby Spivey, yet without the Body, I couldn't place him. We walked around awhile. Full of compliments. He likes the grey T, as does Dave Sch.

I got Shanti's address. Should pledge to them too $100/mo and boost NWAF to $100/mo. Tax deductible at 38.5% still! GOOD

I almost got excited about having Rob Carroll to come over but he's only 24, not in shape, not grown-up, so I'm glad he was busy later today.

3:45 Walk back to car at Lakeview Park. Drive home. Shower. Feels good. I sure don't fit in in gay life here anymore. Two years ago the rally was still fun. Pics to prove it. But now I feel so SUPERIOR (ha!) that I ostracise myeslf. Can't relate to Revolutionary Socialist Feminism. Or to people who are all out of shape.

4:45 As always, it's clear I don't want a social life here unless it's with people I know, or July 4th wknd. SO TO BE SAFE, RESERVE FLTS TO LA.

5:15 Read Research Recommendations and have cup of coffee with Amaretto. COFFEE BUZZ

5:45 Pay 5 bills.

6:15 Go to mail. Look in at Riz. Talk with Rick Freeberg awhile.

7:00 Home to make + eat dinner.

8:00 Head for Tugs. Something told me wouldn't it be better to enjoy the evening with someone. But who? And out at Tugs I see Eric, who says he + Bob are splitting up. I didn't feel good about it.

Danced with Dave Schuman but music was uninspiring. Also w/Anson. Cute but very small. They're having not such a good day. And Gene Souza didn't stop to say hello. Kou Kaleel has stopped drinking (but not smoking) and lives in Tacoma (for Qusset)