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But as I lay at the park in the sun today I wondered what else I want. There aren't many physical things! Perhaps a BMW or Porsche, but not before July 1. All I want to achieve by July 1 is the stuff I've already wanted, before (up to) now. Like the dining room, a good stereo, and maintaining what I've got, like repairing the 280Z.

The big things I may want (like the Porsche) won't impress anyone here in Seattle, and I certainly won't buy one till I get a big bonus, if ever.

What I want are gay professional friends and better weather. Or maybe just getting a boyfriend to live with would do it, though I don't see how that would keep me going long term.

No, I think I need an existanace in San Francisco. But I want to stay with Microsoft if I can.

Out with Dick. Did coke but only had 2 tequilas + 2 beer. Home at 3:00.