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talk with Kaycee

talk with Gates, Ida, Raikes

talk with employment people

brainstorm

But I can't do Kaycee or Employment people until I get my suits. So this week is pretty lax. And I can't do any more work until I have a happy lifestyle, or at least hope. There's no hope here:

No hunky, inspiring gay gyms

No classy video bar.

No place like Peacock Alley.

No grown-up bars like Dillons or Barleys.

It's all very tired to me. I must leave.

I MUST LEAVE, BUT HOW? (8/8 Documentation is critical + there's no body to write it.) AND WHEN. WELL, THAT'S WHAT I'M EXPLORING NOWADAYS.

The reason to move is to find friends. But trips to Portland + Vancouver have shown me how unsocial I've become. I must break this habit by being more social, and having friends + ideas + jokes to tell. KEY (6/89 Turned out to be irrelevant, given WORKS.)

So I watched TV yesterday. Sat night live again, and Bruce called too (I invited him to Cruise), invited Bob to Tomlin, and went to Mad Max.