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WHY HAVEN'T I MANAGED YET?
(Most of these ideas were generated in Spring '83 + rehashed in Oct '83).
- No experience. I never plan parties, etc.
- Not talented at strategy or games, Marketing, Production, or Business
- No social skills for handling a great variety of people
- A bottom man in life. A cleaner/organizer.
- I CANNOT LEAD OR INSPIRE.
- I DON'T TELL STORIES WELL.
- VERY PICKY ABOUT who I spend time with. UNCOMFORTABLE + BORED WITH most people.
- I'm too fragile, unable to handle controversy and ambiguity.
(SO I'M NOT UPSET AT NOT HAVING $$
- I'M DIFFERENT FROM BILL + PAUL
- CAN'T do Business, so I don't need $$.)
The reason I've looked at diaries from 82 + 83 is to see what's left unresolved. I still dream about living in California where I can have good environment + friends, and out of this develop a lover + home. So I've seen in May '82 + Oct '83, WHEN I COULD'VE LEFT SEATTLE, why I didn't leave. BUT SINCE JULY 8, I'VE BEEN WORKING ON RESOLVING WHAT TO DO WITH PERS ACCT. This includes serious considerations ~ moving.
5-10:30 Work on Bob's budgets with him.
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