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WHAT I NEED NOW 7/31/85

On July 26 I went over the 2 times in my stay here when I could've left but didn't. There were ways I could grow here, and I have matured a lot.

But NOW I need to find a home [??en] I will feel good either by myself or with other people I want to be with who live in the same area. After I have environment + friends then I can maybe have a lover and a house. But the Home must come first. Seattle is not it. I don't want to be here this winter. And Microsoft doesn't have much special to really interest me here:

Nobody to write critical documentation
No marketing people enthused about Personal Accountant
Nobody except Bob + I using it
It's been several months and nobody has asked to use it.

SMALL, GRUBBY OFFICES. NOT SOUND PROOF. NOT BIG ENOUGH TO PACE PRIVATELY.