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important + necessary to you + which made me feel that
I + nobody else could hear such words- it used to give
me a most tremendous thrill + make me feel terribly
excited, both mentally + physcially. And I still am
enitrely susceptible to flattery + praise + loving words from
you, even in your letters.
You said in your letter, darling, that towards the end of
these frightful gaps in my letters , you began to lose
confidence in everything even in my love for you. I hope
that what I have said in my letters since then may
stop you ever doing that again. But if not, please dont
ever do it again, dearest darling Barbara. I am entirely +
completely all yours. And I have not gone fishy as
you thought you may have done- in fact I feel
most passionate + quite often + think of some lovely new
ways of making love- which if you are fishy will
not be any good! But I simply have no feeling for
anybody else at all. I see I meet quite pretty +
attractive girls from time to time + they remind
me in a sort of way of love + passion + then I
immediately begin to think of you + how much
more attractive you are in every way + how I long
for you + miss you It is all summed up in the
fact that there is nobody else like you + there
never will be + that is the excellent reason why
I am all yours my darling
Since I began to write today. I have done quite a lot
more work + had tea + supper. And it is still a
wet + windy + disgusting day + has become that kind
of a night. And I am still thinking about how