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hair & head, & just touch, lightly, & feel your dress & this
reassuring sensation of you underneath, & also just to
see & feel you near me - & to stroke your legs & give
your flesh a squeeze. And always to feel that you
respond & like to have me near you & touching
you - & the feeling that tonight, or soon, as even now,
our bodies are feeling each others, & we shall have glorious
passion. And when we do it is so glorious & makes
us so happy & content & healthy- & makes us want to
do it again too.
Apart from your very [permissible ? [ ?] ], your letter was
also very sweet & interesting - so don't go apologizing to
me, even for the [?] part. You can & must say
whatever you want to me. You told me again how
completely you believed in my love & faithfulness, &
you reassured me about yours for me. You even
said that if I were to be tempted & fall, you would
understand that it was because I was unhappy &
lonely without you, & you would not allow it to
spoil anything. Darling, you must not even say or think
that, even though I do thank for saying that you
would not give me up or throw me away so lightly,
or even allow such a thing to spoil our love for
each other. But I hope you do not really think it to
be possible, because if you do, & you are even half as
jealously & possessively in love with me as I am
with you, you will feel worried & unhappy about it.
And whereas it would not actually spoil anything,
I do think it would indicate that my love for you
is not quite the complete & wonderful & heaven sent
thing which I like to think it to be - & from