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EXCEPT FOR CONCLUSION ABOUT DRUGS, THIS BOOK MERELY TELLS THE STORY OF MID AUG - MID NOV, OF WHAT FOLLOWS MAJOR DECISIONS IN RED BOOK'S 1st & 2nd HALVES.
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THIS BOOK COVERS MID AUG - MID NOV (3 MONTHS)
1) TRANSITION FROM COBOL TO SORT (YELLOW) [Serup?] agreement & study C. XENIX, V.[L]. ADB FORGET SAN DIEGO & EVEN SF ON WEEKENDS
3) STOCK MARKET ANALYSIS -till Oct 1, just a little -heavy 6 weeks start 1.
2) GETTING SETTLED - furnishing apt - study electronic music
4) SOME THOUGHTS ON (YELLOW IN 2nd HALF)[insert]INVALID ANALYSIS DUE TO DRUGS INDUCING IT![/insert] the 3 GOALS -SEATTLE WEATHER -SEATTLE FRIENDS mostly on people -WORK ROLE
ONLY -INTENSE -NEGATIVE WRITINGS ARE SUNDAY, OCT 16 AFTER GARY [W LEGS?] PARTY SUNDAY, OCT 31 AFTER HALLOWEEN BUS & NOV 1 & SAT NOV 6
CONCLUSION: DRUGS ARE LIKE STOCK OPTIONS. 1) VERY RISKY. SOMETIMES VERY GOOD. SOMETIMES VERY BAD. 2) SHORT TERM INVESTMENT. VOLATILE. I LOST ON THOSE 2 SUNDAYS. AND ON NOV 1, I REALIZED THE FUTILITY OF PLANNING
JUST DON'T DO DRUGS [insert]WITHOUT LOVER[/insert] & DO WORK / TRAVEL & DO LEARN & HAVE FRIENDS go to galleries, hawaii, etc.
[side note] BUT NO DECISION: CONCLUSION OF THESE ANALYSES COMES AFTER SPRING BOOK
(written 4/26/83)