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EXCEPT FOR CONCLUSION ABOUT DRUGS, THIS BOOK MERELY TELLS THE STORY OF MID AUG - MID NOV, OF WHAT FOLLOWS MAJOR DECISIONS IN RED BOOK'S 1st & 2nd HALVES.

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THIS BOOK COVERS MID AUG - MID NOV (3 MONTHS)

1) TRANSITION FROM COBOL TO SORT (YELLOW)
[Serup?] agreement & study C. XENIX, V.[L]. ADB
FORGET SAN DIEGO & EVEN SF ON WEEKENDS

3) STOCK MARKET ANALYSIS -till Oct 1, just a little -heavy 6 weeks start 1.

2) GETTING SETTLED - furnishing apt - study electronic music

4) SOME THOUGHTS ON (YELLOW IN 2nd HALF)[insert]INVALID ANALYSIS DUE TO DRUGS INDUCING IT![/insert]
the 3 GOALS -SEATTLE WEATHER -SEATTLE FRIENDS mostly on people -WORK ROLE

ONLY -INTENSE -NEGATIVE WRITINGS ARE
SUNDAY, OCT 16 AFTER GARY [W LEGS?] PARTY
SUNDAY, OCT 31 AFTER HALLOWEEN BUS
& NOV 1 & SAT NOV 6

CONCLUSION: DRUGS ARE LIKE STOCK OPTIONS.
1) VERY RISKY. SOMETIMES VERY GOOD. SOMETIMES VERY BAD.
2) SHORT TERM INVESTMENT. VOLATILE.
I LOST ON THOSE 2 SUNDAYS.
AND ON NOV 1, I REALIZED THE FUTILITY OF PLANNING

JUST DON'T DO DRUGS [insert]WITHOUT LOVER[/insert]
& DO WORK / TRAVEL & DO LEARN & HAVE FRIENDS
go to galleries, hawaii, etc.

[side note] BUT NO DECISION: CONCLUSION OF THESE ANALYSES COMES AFTER SPRING BOOK

(written 4/26/83)