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away this morning on a [strikethrough] streamlined [/strikethrough] luxury car. [strikethrough] Else [/strikethrough]
in a few days all taxis and almost all private
cars will disappear from the streets, allied raids over oil
refineries seem to be very effective.

I am so powerless, to do anything in the interest
of my friends. The only thing decent people
can do is a social [strikethrough] (and society) [/strikethrough] boycott. At present
[the] majority of people are so stupid and
cruel, I shall stay almost isolated with my
boycott, but I do not mind. Later there will
be more and more, who will not want to
have anything in common with criminals.
[strikethrough] Maybe [/strikethrough] I am tired, but I feel panicky [strikethrough] today [/strikethrough]
again, like in the old days of Dec. [1]941-[1]942.
I can’t see a normal end of this
war. I fear [strikethrough] gas to come after the first secret
G. weapon [/strikethrough] chemical warfare. I fear terrible [strikethrough] social [/strikethrough] reprisals
after we[strikethrough] just phlegmatically [/strikethrough] witness the
extermination of almost one million [strikethrough] of [/strikethrough] Jews.

A new [strikethrough] flack [/strikethrough] AAC battery seems to be installed
in our neighbourhood, they do shooting [strikethrough] exercises [/strikethrough] practice and
it makes such a noise, it will be impossible