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my body - to feel you with my hands - I can hardly
write this down, I long for you so much.
Every part of you is as something special to me.
Your arms & your back are a wonderful shape, &
your arms are so especially dear to me because
they go round me & hold me to you & make me
happy because you love. Your breasts, both
together & each one separately, in between them, &
their big healthy nipples - you know how I love
your breasts, my darling. Sometimes, when I have taken
them into my mouth, it has made me sad
because of Lisa, & that has made me annoyed
with myself for not having more feeling - but
perhaps Maxie will have taken away that feeling
which I gave you - I love them so much.
And darling, your puss is so adorable & lovely to me -
it is so soft & so smooth & so joyful - & at
the top of each of your legs, there is that little roll
of fat which I find so lovely to hold in my fingers
& at each side it is so soft & velvety & so perfect
to kiss. And darling, it is lovely, in the morning to
put myself in between the cheeks of your bottom
& wake you up that way, so that you wake up
feeling passionate & we make love & then I leave
you, so [?], & you sleep on longer than
you should do - but not really asleep, because you
give me such a lovely kiss & hug when I say
goodbye & go to work

Oh darling one - I love you madly & passionately &