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All I missed was hot tub. Bob fortunately came over after.
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Sunday, Nov 13
12:00 Get up. Brunch at Ritz. John Hesla was there. Not much for me to say. I was actually nervous.
Go for walk in V. Park.
Go to plant conservatory.
Home + play w/Bob w/ Chippendales
Now what?
Clean up this place
4:15 THINK ABOUT WHAT I DID.
a) ON THURSDAY, I DID MDA. I SHOULD NEVER DO A SEXUAL STIMULANT WHEN BY MYSELF. JUST DO SPEED.
b) DON'T GET OVERWHELMED BY ANYONE, LIKE DON. MAKE SURE I LIKE 'EM AS A PERSON, AND DON'T DRINK TO BLIND YOURSELF. JUST A LITTLE TO LOOSEN UP.
c) I WANT FRIENDS. PEOPLE I RELATE WELL TO. DON'T BEND BACKWARDS TO ACCOMODATE THEM.