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d) TRY TO DEVELOP A SET OF FRIENDS. BUT I DON'T WANT FRIENDS WHO
(1) do coke (wastes $$) (inconvenient) (too short a high)
(2) drink too much
(3) smoke grass
Just do speed by yourself + MDA when with another special person. If I can't make friends with someone without drugs, or without alcohol, forget him. I want friends, not boozers!

The big deal is to not compromise myself. That happens with MDA and too much beer.

Just do speed late at night to get my mind going then. That's the only reason. Partying happens at night, and at night I need a 'pick me up.'

NO DOZ + caffeine make me too nervous so I can't do those.

No dick is worth compromising yourself. Nor is any blond.

Know your needs.