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so much -- I have the most
terrible urge to get out, out,
out and away from houses
and scurrying people and, to me,
ugly surroundings! I was never
happier, out there, than on a
horse, riding and drinking in
the mountains and valley and
not feeling the need of talking
at all. It did give me something
that I don't want to lose and
it's a hard thing to find here!
And your horses are so
marvelous -- I know you have
the best anywhere and riding
was the greatest joy to me.
I love bright lights and parties
and especially dancing, but
if I had it to do again I'd