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without incurring any danger, so I have to go
tomorrow morning. Elly was here the afternoon,
before I had to see Bö, she believes, I have
seen her [strikethrough] flat [/strikethrough] apartment for the last time. I am very
[strikethrough] anxious for [/strikethrough] worried about her, she plans suicide. She delayed
saying good bye, which is not like her,
I felt unwell, but I could get hardly away,
it was something in her looks, I did not
like. I scolded her, letting down her husband
and son, being not a good sport [strikethrough] ing enough [/strikethrough].

After Elly Hermans left, Marika Kanya came,
just to tell me some important information
and promised to do three errands for me and my
friends. Iv án W. called on the ‘phone twice, to
find her, I wished to get them acquainted, they
will meet tonight at 10 p.m. Mrs.Rakovszky,
our former grocer’s wife rang me up too, I have
to meet her tomorrow afternoon at the [strikethrough] graveyard [/strikethrough] cemetery.
This is the place, where, as I hope, nobody
is going to bother about a person with the yellow
star and one without, being together. Mamuci
‘phoned too, she got some “rabbit food” for both