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Novemb; 18.
1634

i have not walked with that of gods love since
(this day) as sometimes my god [sessly]
hath granted to me, yet [ here m I]
ycaise the lord, that I have peyt
my hold, and confidence which his sy:
hath wrought; the lord hath also
comforted me with many secret sia
culations, and lest my wofull flag=
ging heart, which to my sorrowfull
ness back, I would fly to my god of [joliness]
oh when shall Y come ones, and ay years =
where sin shall be no more, nor sor-
row no more; but I shall [ambat ]
my selfe in the torrent of my
fathers love; and shall praise him
[gofastly), whom Y (though weakly)
desire to praise [goane]

Y said, my god, my god, why hath thou
forsaken me! HE had forsaken, yet
was this god; /the lord this day hath
closed his ears; unwilling to hear me,
yet on the [garden] GOd anguish, .. my
tations, unforwarding , un....ds me
[...] considerat; of he saw against, and
faith, which often has molted mee
yea in the whales belly of corrupt
it will lye downe ..... towards his