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Novemb; 18.
1634
I have not walked with that sense ^of gods love
(this day) as sometimes my god freely
hath granted to me, yet herein I
praise the lord, that I have lest
my hold, and confidencs, which his sy:
hath wrought; the lord hath also
comforted mee with many secret eia
culations, ad lest us my wofull flag=
ging heart, which to my sorrowfully
ness back, when by the wings of faith
ad love I would fly to my god of [ ]
oh when ^shall y come [ ] ad as year[ ] =
where sin shall be no more, nor sor
row no more; but I shall [ ]
my selfe in the torrent of my
fathers love; and shall praise him
[ ], whom I (though weakely)
desires to praise forever.
19.
I said, my god, my god, why hast thou
forsaken me! / he had forsaken, yet he
was his god; / the lord this day hath
closed his ears; unwilling to heare mee;
yet in the garden of anguish, (temp
tations, unfowardnes; [ ] in
the considerat; of the [ ] [ ], ad
[ ], which often [ ] [ ] mee)
yea in the whales belly of corrupt
I will lye downe looking towards his [ ]
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20.
I was almost cast down (with Heman)
all this day; my strength seemed to
faile mee, but the lord faileth mee
never; I walked in darknes[ ] the for
mer [ ] of it; yet I [ ] [ ]
I [ ] with my bodye of death,
ad the devell; ad the lord now in
prayer toward my lying downe hath
comforted mee, and given mee some
[ ]; upon this experience, I will
tempt him, yea call upon him as
long as I live.
21.
[ ] [ ] ocasions have made mee
unfit to pray; suffers, libertyes, [ ]
[ ] lawfull all; yet I gave [ ] too
effuse in laughter (which my good father
hath often told mee of) ad lavish
on words I [ ] lord; say [ ] on
as once to David, thy sin is put away
Quin ad que (Domine) sum pars * aedifing
tui, tu tofum struxisti aedificium; [ ]
tu cor meum (oh mirum) lapideum ter-
renum, et coniunxesti δωρεαν, id strvctv
rd tvd: fac Domine et exiberantia
hvius lapidis excindantor senitvs, ne
sim dedecovi aedificio tvo.
* 2.Ephes:21 | 610
Novemb; 18.
1634
I have not walked with that sense ^of gods love
(this day) as sometimes my god freely
hath granted to me, yet herein I
praise the lord, that I have lest
my hold, and confidencs, which his sy:
hath wrought; the lord hath also
comforted mee with many secret eia
culations, ad lest us my wofull flag=
ging heart, which to my sorrowfully
ness back, when by the wings of faith
ad love y would fly to my god of [ ]
oh when ^shall y come [ ] ad as year[ ] =
where sin shall be no more, nor sor
row no more; but I shall [ ]
my selfe in the torrent of my
fathers love; and shall praise him
[ ], whom y (though weakely)
desires to praise forever.
19.
Y said, my god, my god, why hast thou
forsaken me! / he had forsaken, yet he
was his god; / the lord this day hath
closed his ears; unwilling to heare mee;
yet in the garden of anguish, (temp
tations, unfowardnes; [ ] in
the considerat; of the [ ] [ ], ad
[ ], which often [ ] [ ] mee)
yea in the whales belly of corrupt
I will lye downe looking towards his [ ]
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20.
I was almost cast down (with Heman)
all this day; my strength seemed to
faile mee, but tho lord failoth moo
more; I walked in Darbush tho for
now got of it; yet I th...
I fought with my bodye of death,
ans the devell; and the lord now in
prayen toward my going downe hath
comforted mee, and given more to me
[worshiping) upon this experience. I will
[trust) him yea call upon him as
long as I live.
The [many] ocasions I have made mee
unfit to pray; suffers, libertyes, [ cow=
=yamy] lawfull all; yet I gave sins too
effuse in laughter (which my good father
hath often told mee of) and lainish
on words of [moutens] lord, say [ts] on
as once to David, thy sin is put away
(side comment * 2.Ephes:21)
Quin ad que (Domine) sum pacs * edifying
tu cir meum (oh mirum) lapidzum ter-
reneum, et coniunxesti [duedxxxx?), il structu-
rd tvd: fac Domine vt exiberantia
hvius lapidis excindantor iemitus, ne
sum dedecovi aedificio tuo. |